February 2012
126 posts
That feeling of your heart dropping.
On rare occasions I actually want to eat by myself. I have had one crazy week that keeps going. I choose to eat pho in Chinatown after class. It was delicious as usual, but the walk back to my car was creepy. Yes, creepy. I get out of the restaurant and a man just stands in my way. Stares at me for a few seconds, walks ahead of me, and continuously looks back at me. I didn’t like the fact we...
Living in town
Or at least carpooling would be nice. I could sleep or do homework in the car. Man, I really can’t handle not sleeping, practicing, and trying to do homework. Whew… Got to get it done.
I have only been back in Hawaii for about an hour and I’m already putting in work for my design class. Tomorrow will be a long day.
Bring it on.
God must be doing something. I feel like I am going through a lot of heat and pressure. He wouldn’t put me through anything I can’t handle.
“He changes coal to diamonds under heat and pressure.”
I miss how we used to be able to talk and not end up fighting.
This week was one of the hardest so far. Lord, give me strength.
Death and life are in the power of the tongue. Whoever values it shall eat from...
– Proverbs 18:21
I’m not looking for attention or hunting for it. When I do get complimented, it is nice. Simple things like “You’re one of the prettiest girls I have seen.”, “When you smiled and I froze.”, “I don’t know why I didn’t talk to you sooner. You’re really nice.” I don’t get it often anymore, other than my girl friends for the last...
How often do we put our pride down? I know this pattern. It is always the same. Change? Well, I can choose to not put my pride down and not say anything. I can choose to forgive in the heart. Without saying a word. Will the other person know that you forgave them?
However, James 2:26 “For just as the body without the spirit is dead, so also faith without works is dead.” Will ring...
Sevellino Boxing
My forearms, shoulders, and back is hurting from the boxing training from Joshua.
Some thoughts, but not worrying.
I wonder why God made me so persistent. To certain points where people will be annoyed at me or I just keep trying at something till I feel that it is done. No matter how tired I get of or from something, I am willing to still keep going. When I do want to give up and I start to pray, I just always feel a tug in my heart saying “Keep going. Don’t give up.”
Each time He has...
It is hard going on stand by for flights. I never know if it is a for sure. I want to stay up or at least try, so if I do catch the early morning flight I can sleep on the flight. :) But! If anything…. My sister and I have to catch the red eye.
Also, I received a wonderful gift before this trip. Being sarcastic.